Tuesday, November 24, 2009

current mode : mixed feelings


loads of work to settle yesterday, so I decided to stay back (so not me!)...masa dah siap2 nak balik, all of the sudden my boss panggil, and i was like 'dont tell me ada urgent agreement yang nak by today jugak'! masa pegi jumpa dia, i saw him reading something..dah start dah panic time tu (coz kot2 kena pegi trining or attend meting esok lusa ke ape - ye lah! kan nak cuti sbb nak ber'spa'ing)... and there it was - first thing I saw "AGENDA"..and knowing him yang mmg slalu suka bgtau last minute ~ I was like sudahhhhh........jgn ckp kena pegi training esok/lusa eh. Ape dia ckp time tu mmg dh tak dgr, coz I was beeeezeeeeeee zoom-in the date :D and it shows 30/11/2009! Legaaaa......

He then told me he wants me to attend conference next week, but on Sunday dah kena pegi. I was excited coz I'll have the opportunity to get out of the office, hehe..(but) have mixed feelings about it.

(1) sebab most probably I'll be going alone sbb it's a conference on legal matters for ASW Project (sape lagi nak pegi kan since my boss tak pegi) (2) I'll be away from H for the 1st time more than 2 days - to be exact it's going to be 6 days, huhuhu... (dah la ni luar M'sia punya conference - plus it's going to be held dekat tmpt yang ada isu sket bab 'malaysian'), (3) I'm very2 sure I'm going to miss lil' Farish (and H of course), (4) I'm scared I might not be able to deliver up to my boss's expectation.. (5) tak syok la pi sana and takde geng nak jalan2 (mcm la takleh make frenz kat sana kan)..and the list goes on lah...

Neway, tau tak ape first thing yg terpkir masa I got to know nak kena go out of the country??? Takut kena tahan ngan imigresen kat airport sbb PTPTN :p ape lagi, straight away lps tu called H and ask him to make that one important phone call to check whether my name blacklisted, hehehe... Alhamdulillah, clear! But still, ade ke possibility tba2 dorang tahan kat airport?? hmm..risau gaks!

So now, gotta get back to work..nak kena habiskan benda2 yang pending since I won't be in the whole of next week, plus..nak kena settle this & that for my trip! Stay back lagi la nampaknye............



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