went for the scheduled BETA blood test yesterday morning. had to wait for almost 3 hours just to take the test, and another 10+hours to get the result... which came in negative :(
seriously...I somehow knew it's going to be negative because the doctor pun mention chances of me being pregnant 20-80 because of the blockage. But still, being a cry baby...I broke down (almost) immediately! Dont know why, but I was wayyy emotional this time *sigh*
got the call when we were outside, so there goes our dinner date! was so not in the mood to do anything or eat anything...so he decided to take a drive to i-city seksyen 7...saje bawak cry baby tgk lampu, hehe... (p/s: enjoyed looking at the lights though, cantekk...)
so once we got home, took a looooonnnggg warm shower..solat..and recite Surah Yassin - felt better after that although lembab jugaklah telekung (emo!!)
I was just about to go to bed when he hug me and whispered "Its ok sayang, u still have your baby bessshaq who loves u no matter what..." that, I will remember the rest of my life...tq for the unconditional love & support dear! InsyaAllah, you'll be a daddy someday...love u loadss!
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hehe.. hang in there ok. kita usaha stakat boleh, and tawakkal. insya allah.
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